Don’t expect me to be able to fix you, I’m quite tattered myself.
And you can have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
Trent Reznor/Johnny Cash - Hurt
Mind Playin Tricks On Me (4/19/12)
Most nights i wake up to gun shots and police; even when you’re doin right you’ll always feel there’s no peace; it’s 4:51 AM on a Saturday; yesterday was 4/20 and i’ve yet to hear a gat today; my moms is doin dope so she’s vacuumin and cleanin shit; she’s only 80 lbs. and fallin deeper in the demon pit; i try to pull her out but she dont want to and im seein it; so fuck it, let her drown, that aint someone you can reason wit; steady watchin out, though, i cant let her up and die; Young may be a strong man but that could make Justin cry; sittin here, puffin rye, my eyes and mouth are fuckin dry; havent ate in days but if you asked i’d say it’s nothin, why??; definitely aint a frontin guy, i jus hate a sob story; feelin bad is for yourself, dont need you to do my job for me; it’s not like im the only one or got some sort of better option; so i pop pills occassionally, when im on one, you better caution; might catch me in a good mood or heated like a camp fire; jus depends on my surroundings and if i can turn it up an amp higher; bumpin bass and gittin throwed are how i git my kicks, homie; cuz when im chillin sober my mind is always playin tricks on me… YOUNG.
They say it’s thirst Thursday but I’m half a pint of Tequila in and feelin pretty refreshed. #fact
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What happenned to the world?? I remember when I used to have respect and love for women and now even my moms is like “fuck those bitches.” Haha. I jus want a girl that wants me and doesn’t mind that I treat her like she’s the shit and brag and boast about her, is that too much to ask for?? #apparently
Those moments you can never live again or revisit that you simply fondly day dream about…
